Note to the reader: This Transcript comes from a period leading up to a defining spiritual trial I call ‘My 2012 Spiritual Experience’—a chapter in my life when I was just two months away from a direct encounter with a malevolent entity that nearly drove me to take my own life.
The guidance here can be read as a subtle, discreet warning offered before that experience unfolded.
What led to this Transcript: After waking suddenly from a dream, I asked the Collective Forces of Knowledge and Wisdom for help interpreting it. While the dream itself remains private, what follows is the transcription of my first question as I opened a new channeling session. This message is not meant to create fear, but to invite awareness, discernment, and openness to a higher truth.
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1 FV —How do I know what the message is? How do I know what I receive through channeling, dreams, and what arises from my own thoughts, when they feel the same? How do I distinguish between them when, in all instances, I experience logic, sense, balance, and understanding? My writings make sense to me and appear to align with the external world, with references and validation. Yet doubt arises.
Why the fear? Why the disillusion? Why the negative thinking?
It feels now as though something wants me to walk away from all this—to step back, to stop pursuing this path. It feels like a negative force, not aligned with good intentions, attempting to pull me away from my work.
But why? I ask..
2 CFKW —Deception. Deception and doubt. Just as there are positive forces around you, there are also negative forces—good influences and bad influences.
3 You cannot allow negative forces to enter. You need to thrive. You need to thrive. Repeat to yourself:
“I am strong and positive.
Positive thinking surrounds me.
I will not allow negative thoughts to interfere.
No negative thinking, no negative power, no negative environment.
I will not surrender. I am not surrendering.
I have full power to commit to my work and make it happen.
Walk away—negative intrusion, walk away.
You have no space here. No space whatsoever.
I do not allow negative thinking, negative power, or negative thoughts to enter my mind.
Everything I do is focused on my work, my commitment, my desire to do good.
I will not allow fear to take hold.
I will not. I will not. I will not.”
4 Influence toward the negative, directed at your work, is not something you should concern yourself with.
5 Stand the test of time and all that exists, and know this is the way—the truth. The clearest proof is that you awaken in the middle of the night, and spirituality manifests through you.
6 From the beginning, you were told that from now on, everything you are to learn will come from the knowledge that exists within you, and that you should not seek external information. I repeat this again: do not allow external forces to enter your mind, because they will confuse you. That fear was reflected in your dream.
7 Your fear arose when you saw others expressing words similar to yours. This planted doubt in you, leading you to think your work had already been done by others. The fear of being seen as unoriginal planted doubt within you.
8 Your sense of self-doubt was so strong that you felt you had to break away from it. Within that self-doubt, you felt lesser. Yet, on the contrary, you hold truth—a higher truth—beyond the work of others.
9 Others are not doing the same work. The message is one. The path is one. The search to return home is one.
10 Of course, there will be similar thinking, because just as others are calling people to return home, so are you—yet in a different way, with more direct understanding, deeper thinking, and approaches not found before. At times, radical.
11 You fear that if you are too radical, people will not understand you. Understand this: many of those others are paving the way for you by opening people’s consciousness, making them more receptive to this new way of thinking.
12 If you were to bring a completely new message, people would not understand you and would not follow you, for lack of what they perceive as credentials.
13 However, if you bring forward these insights (of Higher Truth) and they are validated by those with more recognized authority, others can then see your work. They can recognize how you bring more logic and common sense than others. That is how you make a difference.
14 Get to know those others. Find common ground. Identify where your message differs and where it brings greater clarity. Understand how others think, and deliver these insights with clarity and firm conviction.
15 For example, you recently heard someone say that God is alive. Many do not realize that such words place God as a third person. In truth, God is not alive—God is life.
16 If the word “God” is to be defined, it should be defined as God IS life—not alive. You see? This is one example of how you can restore meaning by returning it to its proper context.
17 Consider the many books you have read, where you noticed how certain terms could be interpreted in different ways. There, you can find opportunities to clarify and help others better understand. You see?
18 Do not think that your work is lesser. Your work is stronger, clearer, and destined to reach many, with clarity.
19 In your dream, you were strong in your conviction of who you were. “Who am I?” was the question. And you were clear about who you were, who you were not, and what was not part of you. You see?
20 That negative energy that surrounded you (in my dream) is what you cannot allow near you. Walk away from it and do not allow it to plant doubt in your mind. Your conviction was strong—very strong.
21 That conviction is what prevented you in the dream from being overtaken by negative thoughts—thoughts that could have led you to act in ways that are not aligned with you. That is the true interpretation of this dream.
22 FV— How can I know, moving forward, how to interpret a dream?
23 CFKW—It requires thought. Nothing is given to you outright. You must decipher each lesson on your own. You must separate the grain from the chaff.
24 That is why you cannot work from the first impulse of what comes to mind. You must use logical thinking and make sense of it—that is your uniqueness, that would make you unique. Use your ability to make analogies so things make sense with logic, and in the end, it must feel good.
25 This is a learning process you must develop. It is a developmental process that must be applied to daily life.
26 Consider this example: In some cultures, lighting a candle is understood as a call to benevolent spirits. In others, it is believed to invoke spirits of ill intent. Many have never reflected on this. You see?
If spirits of good intention seek light, so too can spirits of ill intent.
27 FV —What, then, is the true meaning of the light when lighting a candle?
28 CFKW —Those who light a candle with ill intent are focusing negative thought or intention toward harm. Those who light a candle with good intent are, through this act, calling upon God or forces of goodwill. In both cases, the individuals act according to their beliefs and convictions.
29 FV —But to attract them to what?
30 CFKW —To whatever they choose. Their thoughts belong to them. They decide whom they wish to call upon. The candle merely serves as a reminder of the intention they wish to manifest.
31 If what is sought is good, then good will be attracted. If ill intent is sought, that is what will manifest.
32 The candle itself is, and will always be, only an amulet. You see?
And that amulet is brought by the self—either through good faith or through malice. You see? The source of energy is the same. It can be used for positive or negative purposes.
33 Those who use it for negative aims pursue their purpose. Those who use it for positive aims also pursue their purpose. Yin and Yang. Positive and negative. Now go to rest.
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